dwindling.
Friendship, today, is none but a hollow term. Whatever little i had begun to believe in friendship, now stands shattered. I’d always known that people are plain selfish: things that latch onto you guised as friends, and from beneath that visage, suck out all you have to offer, leaving you hollow, and lost. Lonely.
Hence i walk alone. It’s a lot more fun to know that everyone you believe in (read: yourself) will stand by you no matter what. I’ve stopped believing that others possess the ability to stand by me the way that i have always stood by them. It feels a bit quirky to hate everyone, but then its also immensely satisfying to know that there is no one half as human as yourself.
I can only thank my dear friends for always being there for me, and reinforcing the fact that they are all plain pointless, as far as my aspirations are concerned. Pity they’ll never know what i aspire to do. Or else, they’d stick to me even more, ready to suck out all they can from my future even.
Yes, there are a couple of people, for whose sake, i often begin to reassess this belief of mine. And i love them for it.
well..i don really think dis counts as a comment.
dis is more f a reply to watever u’ve jotted down here.
b4 nethin friendship is NO ‘HOLLOW TERM’.sumwhere down ur heart u noe it.
n besides nethin i believe u r not da rite kinda person who shud talk bout ‘how friendships don exist..dey r fake n blah blah’.
firstly…mayb u r disregardin da essence f friendship, still on quite da contrary u actually come across as a ‘friend’, literally.i dunno bout others..u are sumone i’d gladly call ‘my friend’.
secondly, deep down ur heart even u noe dat ‘friendships do exist’.n do make ur world better.
n lastly, i don care bout wat u think n write in ur ‘crap’..i’ll forever stand wid da statement…
“shobhan, u r a real gud friend f mine, i value u a lot..n dat i shall remain frenz wid u till forever”.
dumbo
February 10, 2008 at 9:33 pm
dear dumbo, u never read the last line i wrote, did u…
and yea, u’ve bn watching too many ‘hindi fillums’ oflate…nothing else can justify the cheesiness of ur last line… ;)
Arayan
February 11, 2008 at 1:42 am